*It's my life, I'll live it like I wanna*

i never write in LJ anymore. mayb i will more in the summer.

i miss all the girls at college tho.

Colorado is a beautiful state, i wanna move there... or mayb i heart someone that lives there! ahaha!!! anyways.

i need to save money. i wanna buy alot of things.
i miss my dad. i cant wait to go to schoool.
i wanna win the lotto. i want a boyfriend.
i need a new battery for my car.
i wanna get drunk with my friends.
i need to go to canada. i want to buy summer clothes.
i wanna go to cedar point this summer.
i need a new job.

im going to bed, im terribly tried and i hav a tum ache!


muah. i do miss LJ tho.

well i live to tell my weekend at CMU... simply stunning Hannick.

On friday, i think i scared the shit outta all my friends.. but being incohert and a noodle or blouder for about.. a half hour.. which im really sorry for.. but i want to be lead to believe that i was drugged.. becuz i could possibly not drink again. but who knows...

Saturday turned out to be better then friday.. alot better.. i wasnt gonna drink.. but well i did.. and i got pretty comfortably drunk... way to go me! not quite drunk as friday.. but good enough.

All the guys at S11 are my favorite to party with. Sooo fuun.. i cant wait til everyone is back in RO fior the summer.. hopefully it will be a good one!!!


but i hav REALLLY bad cramps.. im gonna hit the sheets.. muah!! xoxo


thanks to my girls and esp to E-Schulz for poutting up wiht us for about what seemed liek forever!!!! i heart you!!!

22 days... and i think im going to colorado to see mike!!! oh how fun that should be!!!! im really excited.


i need a new job.. any ideas anyone????


i need to go up in life.. any ideas anyone?!?!?!!


any ideas in how i can get rich fast??


DOES ANYONE IN FUCKING ROYAL OAK WANNA HANG OUT!?!?!?!?!

Happy Birthday to my Daddy!!!!!

I dont feel like your gone.. but u defn are. Sometimes i just feel as if when i come home, you should and will be sittin on the couch. Things just arent the same. I wish that things were alot different right now.. but there not. You just hav to accept some things in life, and i guess death is one of them.

I cant sleep at all... i hav all these things running thru my mind. Its driving me nuts.. so i decided to get up and come on line and talk and get my mind of those things and are driving me nuts.

Today went by SOOO SLLOWWWW!! and Alexandra isnt feeling good so she was crabby. Brooke- i saw the ugly girlfriend again. DAMN!!!! Altho she had her hair down.. she wasnt that bad... btu damn those eyebrows!

I miss all the girls. and i defn miss mike. i cant wait for the summer of 06. it should be pretty nuts. we need to defn hav a camping trip.. in tents this summer. becuz... i really wanna just camp out for the weekend.. all drunk, no showers.. swimminga nd tanning.. bullshitting around the campfire, whose down!? Anyone is invited.

Anne- Yes we can hang out more then what we do. Esp since u cant work on tues and thursday!! we soo need to hav a sleep over and mayb get drunk or something. When should we make our next college trip? Any ideas?

Well--- im gonna mayb attempt the sleeping thing.. mayb! XOXO Gnite!

All the girls left today... its back to me and anne, prolly not hanging out alot and just working our ass's off!! you know how we do.

my birthday was fucking amazing thanks to all the girls for making it a really good time!! i love u guys!!!

he got me amazing PURPLE roses.. they are soo pretty!! i miss him!! he will be coming home oh sooo sooooon!!! i know you cant wait!!!

tonight im going to vickis to get my present and have anothe bday dinner.. andnaother cake!! but this one is CHEEEESECAKE!!! YAY!!!!!!


well!! i dont write much.. but love you all!! muah!! gotta shower!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! i Havent wrote in fucking ages.. but what can i say.. been a lil busy and hung over!!


My birthday is in like 3 days!!! so anyone that wants to come to canada... just let me know!! :)




im outtho!! buheby xxo!

Name 10 things that bring you JOY and tag 5 people to do the same.
[not in any order]
1. music
2. my mom
3. my friends
4. money to spend
5. showers
6. cuddling under the blankets
7. candy
8. work with brooke this break
9. pictures to look at frmo the past
10. this one person (no names allowed to be mentioned)


This was for my Annie i love you!!! xoxox!! Muah

Alexandra is finally feeling better and loves the song, Mary had a little lamb!! Ahh!! She clapping and attempting to sing!! oh soo cute!!


In a few days Brooke and I will be working together!! oh that shall be alot of fun!! i miss her!!



All my girls are coming home soon, hopefully it will be like old times, we will hav to see.



I miss Mike!! but we comes home in a few months!!


My birthday is in 23 days! :)
Hopefully i can drink in canada!! that will be fun!


I just got over the flu. It was gross!!!


I need, absolutely need to hang out with Anne!!


I havent drank in like 2 weeks!! Nuts... way to go Sarah.



I hav almost all my shopping done, just need to get a few odds and ends for people!


I need to go tho! So buhbye!!


Lookin forward to seeing everyone!! We all need to hang out!!! MUAH!! xoxo

Eric and Sarah do Skate Parks: Class of 05 drunk reunion for Xmas Break! :-) Dec 17th be there or be a faggot!

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Wednesday I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last month I bought porn for eman4326 (10 points). Last Saturday I helped kristinac1111 hide a body (-173 points). In May I gave anniemarie729 a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Tuesday I gave loduca a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-818 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich! Sincerely, nick_chic16

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This weekend me and Anne decided not to go to central becuz of finals and everyone will be studying.. but we are going to hang out on friday, if anyone wants to join! :)

Im gettin another job!! on the days tha ti dont work at the doc. office to pick up more money! becuz i want soo many expensive things tah ti hav to buy for myself!! and plus... i hav a car to pay for.. so it will help alot! its going to the at the Rocky Mt. Chocolate Factory in somerset mall!! so stop in a say hey you bitches :)

Welp nothign else is new.. other then i kinda miss the world adn i cant wait for everyone to come home! and theres only 28 days til my bday bitches! btu dont worry, im not going to canada!

Central this friday? Any takers!!?!??

Me, Anne and Martha are going!! Bitches get ready.. this will be fun!

wheres my anne samulski?

im stoned and i havent writtin in LJ in a while.


sorry my loves.






im tired.

What should i get someone that lives in the STUPIDEST country ever?!

Well.. thanksgiving wasnt that hot!! but basically it was nice seeing everyone but marz.. which what the fuck Marz!?!?


anyways.. im gonna work.. work, work! So i can get everyone a present on my list!! becuz they mean the world to me!! and im making a book about my dad for my family.. so if anyone has any ideas.. let me know.. im running out!!

im attempting to burn a cd for mike.. lets see how that goes.. i think we need to all go SURPRISE marz... what do u think!??



well i gotta get back to this shit... muah!! xoxo!!

ALL MY HOES ARE HOME!!! YAY!!! this thanksgiving break should be alot of fun with the ROC bitches and then some homies!!

This weekend at state was well worth the drive i would hav to say! basically chug dice was amazing.. and all the rules were great! we will hav to play again ladies!!! i think annie almost couldnt breath!! and some of us woulda had to hav given her mouth to mouth!!!! she stopped the whole beer pong game too!! hilar!! i heart her!!! and then i took soo many pictures... which when i get my own computer back.. which should be tomorrow, ill def post them on my new web shots that ill make!! just for everyone to look at how much drunken fun our group is!! hehe!!! MY ROC LOVES! and thanks to anne for inviting me to the game!! how i loved it there... it was a fun time actually!!! and anne... where the hell were u all of my life on saturday night, we still need to talk about that.

i cant wait for all of u hoes to come home!! ROYAL OAK WONT BE GAY!

and lets just hav alot of fun this weekend too... and go shopping and cuddling and drinnking and all that stuff!! ecuz oh how i miss our summer!!!!

i gotta go frinkin do my laundry!!!! bascially my bag smells like garlic.. becuz of the garlic cum!!! lmao!! good times with Deanna, Mullins, and Annie!! hehee!!! oh how i love u butterfield babes!!! :)

and my state sluts!! hehe!! muah oxooxoxox love u!!!!!!

Weekend needs to come.. im going to state to see some of my lovers! and i cant wait til thanksgiving when i see more of my lovers! becuz i havent seen marz in a long time!!! gosssh!!! are we still friends!!!



i went with anne yesterday to give blood... enough said .. but way to go ANNE!! ps. i had 4, mayb 5 homemade cookies, they were really good!!

i think about him everday-- and im really afraid to let my wall down, i built it there for a reason.. and i think im gonna leave it like that for a long time! becuz basically, i can! hahahahahaha.. we will see later tho, what happens.


a much needed weekend... of gettin drunk with my ladies!! YAY!!!!!







call me!!!! ill be at state!! :)